Friday, September 30

I Died.

It all felt so real. I can still see the details in my head. All I remember is that there was this old friend of mine who I've never been with in around 4 years. She was driving me home from somewhere that seemed quite far. We passed this road that ran along the side of a mountain. on the left was a cliff. She was in the driver's seat, i was in the back. one moment she was on left-hand drive, next moment she was on the right!? the radio suddenly came to life with neither of us turning it on. for some reason, she unbuckled her seatbelt and leaned over to see what was up with the damn thing. next thing i knew we were on the other lane and i saw headlights as we turned the bend. the light was fading... it was nearing night. at the sight of the oncoming car, she swerved... but not on the empty lane to the right but flying past the barricade and into the sky as we started our plunge downward. i could remember seeing the sky. everything seemed so slow. as we were about to fall all i could think of was, "shit. it's only been three days after my birthday, and now I'm going to die. Damn. Sorry Mom."

i woke up just as we were about to hit the ground.

if my entry hardly made any sense, well, neither did the dream. my apologies. just trying to get this down in writing before i forget. though i wonder why... maybe to get it out my system...

Monday, September 5

Birthday Schmirthday

Your Birthdate: September 27
Your birth on the 27th day of the month (9 energy) adds a tone of selflessness and humanitarianism to your life path.
Certainly, you are one who can work very well with people, but at the same time you need a good bit of time to be by yourself to rest and meditate.
There is a very humanistic and philanthropic approach in most of things that you do.

This birthday helps you be broadminded, tolerant, generous and very cooperative.
You are the type of person who uses persuasion rather than force to achieve your ends.
You tend to be very sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you able to give much in the way of friendship without expecting a lot in return.


Sunday, September 4

Short quips

You people always hold onto old identities, old faces and masks, long after they've served their purpose.
But you've got to learn to throw things away eventually.

-Death, in Dream Country

ouch. ouch. ouch. now that definitely struck a nerve.

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Result from a quiz...

You are 31.75% jealous!
This means that...
- You are not usually a jealous person BUT SOMETIMES CAN BE (i am human, aren't i?)
- Occassionally, you over-react to situations
- Generally, you trust the people around you
- Jealousy will not be an issue in relationships, though you might want to improve your self-esteem.

ouch. ouch. ouch. AGAIN. hahahahaha