Sunday, October 23

The Big What If

inspired by two friends and their "what ifs?"


this is not good. i'm thinking about things i shouldn't be thinking about. after all, our paths have diverged. our timing, as you so eloquently put it, sucks big time. you have new people to think about and new responsibilities in your life, while i have a new life to look forward to in two weeks.

why now? my hangover has passed and yet i'm still thinking about you. not good. not good at all.

i keep asking myself if i'm lonely, if i just like the fact that we're getting along so famously.

i'm not making sense. and it's driving me nuts what's happening. we both know that this... that we cannot be. unless someone makes some serious life choices.

but then... i don't know. i really don't. maybe i'm just regretting what should've been but never was.

maybe i just missed you.

maybe.

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